asking for help for last minute preparation.

hi, i genuinely would like to ask for help.

i just started taking ACCA, starting with applied knowledge level since mid september. i joined a tuition provider and it assigned me to take BT & FA for this semester. my CBE on demand exams will be on the 13th december for BT & 15th december for FA, which is in less than a month and in just a few weeks.

basically, i’ve did a mistake which was not using the right studying techniques, procrastinated, didn’t do the homeworks assigned, didnt fully focus in class, didnt pre read prior to lecture, didnt ask questions to list a few – because it was a drastic change from my previous education programme. maybe its just me, i wasnt quick to adapt to the fast paced and different way of learning. i think i have bad studying/learning skills.

for BT, i think i can still try to pass because i feel i could understand a few of the chapters, if not all of them.
for FA, i honestly think i am screwed. i still haven’t go through all chapters and i even failed (26%) for the last test which my tuition provider has held. i feel like i don’t understand the subject.

i know i am facing the consequences from my past actions and i should be studying instead right now, but i feel like there’s no hope and im most likely going to fail.

i really don’t know how to handle this situation. a part of me wanna just continue put in effort no matter what the outcome will be, but other part of me just feel like giving up. i don’t know what should i do (what book/resource should i use, etc) – especially for FA.

whenever i try to do a question in kaplan/bpp, my mind is just blank.

FA itself is so difficult for me, and taking BT at the same time makes it all burdensome.

i would highly appreciate any advice regarding my situation.