dont understanding the problem of myself

hi, today the result release, and i fail my afm again, im confuse, disappointed, upset, why i fail it with a mark of 38 and 42 only, not only afm, other subject also before. i thought i do it better than before, which finish theory part and all question, but the mark are non different between previous attempt. i have do exercise which my tutor given(i have insufficient money to buy latest bpp revision kit), and red the opentuition free note, but the fact show that, my theory part are same level with previous attempt ( which previously ianswer randomly), even i using some knowledge from afm note which read in the opentuition note, but i fail again, feel so disappointed i only pass my exam after fail frequently. some student are able to pass the exam in first attempt, and some can pass it with 50 marks, and i would only pass it with mark which is higher than 50 mark, seem like mark between 42 to 51 are blank for me. is it a curse ?

does afm got any answering plan like AAA, it required calculate the risk and mention the issue, and action to taken. but i seen successed candidate who pass with first attempt, their comment are red coc, appraisal, apv,merger,demerger, forex and interest hedge, and some information. never seen required write the answer like AAA.

just one month more left, any method to study which can pass afm in this dec 2020, i have doing my own note too, i motified and combine note from different resource. and i am not full time student.

please share with me the plan study if i want to pass afm in dec 2020, there have only 1 month more left.